Today has been fairly relaxed. I spent most of it napping with Bryon. Can't complain about getting to sleep, naps are a favorite past time of mine. However, with napping all day guilt follows. I had a mental todo list in my head and I have accomplished one item on it: Go to the post office. It's like buyer's remorse, it feels soooo good at the time and then you look back and are like, "Really?! What have I accomplished today??"
Okay, enough of the pity party because I chose to make my own decisions. Here is what I have accomplished today: I got Asher up and ready for school, ate breakfast, worked on one of my christmas presents for awhile, went to the post office, started a blog for Asher, and am currently updating mine. So all in all, I have accomplished a few things.
How does one force motivation sometimes when exhaustion is taking over? I love my family and I want the best for them, so that is a definite motivating factor. I feel great when I complete what I have set out to accomplish for that day, that should be another motivating factor. Procratination has been such a big part of my life for so long, going way back to early childhood. I need to get over that hump and move past the procrastination. I need to get over that hump pretty darn quick too because once Appleseed comes, timely accomplishments need to be the habit of choice, not procrastination.
As I type this, I wonder, am I procrastinating right now? Is there something else I should be doing? Probably, but for now, I am going to do what I enjoy and grocery shop in a little while.
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